i really feel like i’ve lost myself in this big ol’ city. i hardly recognize who i am anymore. my last visit to new york i felt transformed, i discovered so much about myself, so much that i loved - but now i feel like im fading from myself, unraveling. Since i’ve been living here this past year i dont know who i am anymore or where i belong. all i know is that for now, he completes me, makes me feel whole and full of life…so for now I’ll just stay by his side.